small world
Hmm, unexpected things happen when u least expect it.
The other day, Eu Jin & Jin met, and the funny thing is, they've both met before. Apparently, Jin remembers EJ from the time before he went off to Aus. Zher introduced them before, and they played RO together before this.
Who'd ever expect that? Jin isn't too fond of EJ though, but from what I gather from my analysis of EJ and Jin's opinion, I suppose I can see why. EJ's character doesn't bother me although there are a few things that I'm not too comfortable with but everyone has a bit in them that others may not like anyway.
Well anyway, I guess it's time to update on my life again. The borrowing money thing is kinda settled, he understands my stand, and he seems to be trying a lot to change certain things about himself which I'm uncomfortable with. For instance, he's trying to smoke less, spend less... so long as he acknowledges that it's a 'weakness' in his part, and I help him in it. I suppose I have to do the same, after all, it is hypocritical for me to nag him on his spending when I have impulse shopping problems of my own.
Recently, we've been kind of talking a lot on our futures. Partly, it seems to be planning, but at times I wonder if it's just dreaming.
At the beginning, our talks were just kind of a joke, I said I wanted a house with a library, a walk-in wadrobe and etc. He planned his part of the house with a Jap garden on the roof... We also covered our ambitions, he wants to be the director of his own graphic design company, I want to run my own business. These kind of talks went on and on. And some of them seem so far ahead in the future, whilst others are just around the corner. We want to have pets. 2 snakes and a beagle to be exact ^^. I think we'll be getting the snakes by the end of the year.
Well anyway, at first we were just dreaming about our future together. And then one night on our daily chats on the phone, he actually mentioned the word marriage. Not a serious thing, but it had always been an unspoken word before this, we spoke about everything surrounding the topic but we never said that word. And after that, it just kept popping up often enough.
But yesterday, I suppose I sounded really negative, when I took his words of 'marriage' as a jest. I said something like not knowing what will happen, giving him an impression that I wasn't serious about anything I said before this. I didn't mean to sound that way, but I am skeptical. After all, we've so far only been together for almost 7 months. And taking into consideration the fact that we weren't even together physically for the entire time.
But I meant it when I said that I wanted to marry him, it's just that I prefer to remain on my feet, after all, how am I to know how serious he is about the situation? Just because we were talking about it doesn't mean he's entirely serious. But he really was serious about the entire thing, and by the end of our conversation, I feel like I'm engaged to him already >_< Lol... it's all moving a little too fast for me. I need to focus more on getting my life settled by finishing my studies first. But anyway, at least I know where we stand. I can't wait for the future ^^
The other day, Eu Jin & Jin met, and the funny thing is, they've both met before. Apparently, Jin remembers EJ from the time before he went off to Aus. Zher introduced them before, and they played RO together before this.
Who'd ever expect that? Jin isn't too fond of EJ though, but from what I gather from my analysis of EJ and Jin's opinion, I suppose I can see why. EJ's character doesn't bother me although there are a few things that I'm not too comfortable with but everyone has a bit in them that others may not like anyway.
Well anyway, I guess it's time to update on my life again. The borrowing money thing is kinda settled, he understands my stand, and he seems to be trying a lot to change certain things about himself which I'm uncomfortable with. For instance, he's trying to smoke less, spend less... so long as he acknowledges that it's a 'weakness' in his part, and I help him in it. I suppose I have to do the same, after all, it is hypocritical for me to nag him on his spending when I have impulse shopping problems of my own.
Recently, we've been kind of talking a lot on our futures. Partly, it seems to be planning, but at times I wonder if it's just dreaming.
At the beginning, our talks were just kind of a joke, I said I wanted a house with a library, a walk-in wadrobe and etc. He planned his part of the house with a Jap garden on the roof... We also covered our ambitions, he wants to be the director of his own graphic design company, I want to run my own business. These kind of talks went on and on. And some of them seem so far ahead in the future, whilst others are just around the corner. We want to have pets. 2 snakes and a beagle to be exact ^^. I think we'll be getting the snakes by the end of the year.
Well anyway, at first we were just dreaming about our future together. And then one night on our daily chats on the phone, he actually mentioned the word marriage. Not a serious thing, but it had always been an unspoken word before this, we spoke about everything surrounding the topic but we never said that word. And after that, it just kept popping up often enough.
But yesterday, I suppose I sounded really negative, when I took his words of 'marriage' as a jest. I said something like not knowing what will happen, giving him an impression that I wasn't serious about anything I said before this. I didn't mean to sound that way, but I am skeptical. After all, we've so far only been together for almost 7 months. And taking into consideration the fact that we weren't even together physically for the entire time.
But I meant it when I said that I wanted to marry him, it's just that I prefer to remain on my feet, after all, how am I to know how serious he is about the situation? Just because we were talking about it doesn't mean he's entirely serious. But he really was serious about the entire thing, and by the end of our conversation, I feel like I'm engaged to him already >_< Lol... it's all moving a little too fast for me. I need to focus more on getting my life settled by finishing my studies first. But anyway, at least I know where we stand. I can't wait for the future ^^