Tuesday, June 28, 2005

Future in a glass ball

Something Jin said to me yesterday when I was out having dinner with him has been stuck on my mind since.
We were just talking about how we don't really see each other much these days. And if we don't see each other, we rarely talk (because we don't call each other on the phone much so it's usually just our 'dates').
Anyway, we were just pointing out these small little things when he just said, "nevermind, next time when we live together it'll be ok" or something to that effect. I didn't really react to what he said but inside, I was... shocked, erm, not in a bad way. Surprised maybe... touched too. It just didn't seem like something he would be saying... well, it's possible that it didn't actually mean anything but stil... I think it meant a lot to me. Thoughts of his words have been lingering on my mind till now. I've always been a little unstable and unsure about us, especially about the future bit... but for him to say something like that just opens up everything for me. Makes me wonder if we actually could?

However, I don't think I'd like to linger too much on that thought... It makes me feel uncomfortable in the sense that i might jinx us or something lol.

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