And life goes on

He left this morning. Cried in the afternoon while thinking about him... I feel pathetic for crying suddenly, but it was during lunch break and I was walking around alone outside the building so it's not so bad.

Anyway, juz an update, we saw the movie on Monday after work. For the first time I came home late... he was gonna leave anyway so I'd rather take the risk and get a later show n spend more time with him... but our late was 12am...how lame :
Then yesterday, I had lunch with him (but we couldn't really find parking so I ended up tapaoing and eating in the car) and meeting him for about an hour after work coz he also had to meet his dad for dinner. Just as we were leaving, his grandma started crying... it was kinda sad. She misses him already.

Oh...know what? He didn't settle his visa problem. It got me worried coz I'm not sure what will happen if he enters without a visa. And even if he gets in, I'm also worried how he'll be able to settle it from there coz he'd be admitting that he's an illegal immigrant. He called me up early this morning at about 3am, I think he was painting the town red with Jo and Rachel or something... then I called him before I went to work and just when he was going to the airport.
I'm kind of hoping to get really engrossed in my work becoz I don't want another sudden 'breakdown' or burst of tears. I've been spending so much time with him that it really makes me feel lonely sometimes thinking that he's not around me anymore.

Anyway, rather not think about it... thought I'd add some photos of his drawing the other day in Coffee Bean: