Bubble Burst and Rebubbled
So much has happened since the last time I wrote... I've been wanting to write for so long about everything but the time was never convenient, or there was always someone around to disrupt my privacy. Ah well, I guess this means I'll be posting a watered down version since I'm over with all the drama...
After the exam (which sucked btw), I had to pack and head home. I told mum that I'd be back after dinner and she said go for an early dinner so that I didn't have to drive home late at night. Erm, Jin was sleeping when I called him so I told him to go on sleeping... by the time he came over it was already about 5+pm and we only headed out for dinner at tabout 7.30pm.
I was pretty much screwed by then. Anyway, we had dinner at Telepon in Kelana Jaya, BBQ steamboat... dinner was fun. I got to see Jin stuffing all the way and then complaining about it all the way back. at about 10.30pm, mum called and asked why I wasn't back yet... we were caught in the Sunway toll traffic at that time and then she gave me a long lecture and scolding about not being back home early. *sigh* After absorbing everything in I just started crying in the car and Jin had to comfort me. Funny thing is, she told me, go back (Cyber) stay there, don't go anywhere else and go to sleep. We went back, lay around since I was pretty moody anyway, later went out for a walk and played on the swings, went to Puchong to get a drink from 7-11... and a few other things.
Oh yeah, mum told me to come home early morning so I wanted to stay up till morning and head back home (mainly coz I thought her holidays already started but it hadn't). But I just couldn't keep my eyes open. Jin was the one who stayed up to wake me up and then later sent his sis to work. He played Destruct-O-Match for a couple of hours straight lol... and he managed to improve on his score a lot too ^_^
When I got home, at lunch time, mum and I went out. In the car, although she didn't say anything about the late night drive, she started saying a lot of really terrible things about my relationship with Jin. I just couldn't help but cry... it really did seem rather mean and rude. She talked about how dad couldn't sleep and it was all my fault. That it was my choice if I wanted to stay with Jin but then I'd be breaking away from the family, and that it depends on how much I love my family, I have to choose between one or the other. I mean... seriously, it was like war between the 2 or something... why did she have to take it so seriously????
There really was a lot more that she said, but I think I've forgotten a lot of it by now, not that I plan to recall any of it. I counted the number of times I broke into tears after she talked to me, and reached a total of 9 times over 2 days.
That night, Dom brought back his girl again. Dad was happily chatting away with her and honestly, I felt miserable. I mean, why can't he just accept Jin as any other person instead of linking him up with his dad? Anyway, we had dinner together, Dom was supposed to leave for USA the next day (Thurs).
Next morning, dad called me on the phone and said he would talk to me that night. In the afternoon while on the phone with mum, he asked to speak to me and said the same thing >_< That evening, just before Dom left, he came into my room and passed on the very same message yet again /swt. But he also added that he'd be online to talk to me... all I said was I guess you wanna know how this drama goes.
Anyway, that night dad talked to me, said he really didn't want me to be sad. Plus he's not judging Jin based on his dad but he thinks it was insensitive of him to not bring me home early that night (was partly my fault though). Anyway, the point is we can still see each other but from what I gather over the recent days, just not as much. And plus we always have to come home early.... *poor Jin*
Hehehe... I went out with him the following day but dad called and asked me out for dinner, at first I thought it was come back home early and join them for dinner, and Jin thought it was some sort of test. But then the more I thought about it, it could have been a question if I wanted to come back and join them for dinner. But then again, I've never said no when my parents invited me out for dinner like that so it would always seem to me like a 'demand' even if it wasn't meant to be one. Home by 6pm >_<
Well, since we didn't have much time, Jin and I went to Pyramid and poor baby...he was tired coz he hadn't slept at all and I dragged him to Cyber to carry some of my load. Plus I was sick too so I didn't really have much energy to be lugging stuff around. Wanted to catch a movie (sort of...the idea was buy a movie ticket and head in there to sleep =P) but Madagascar was sold out exc for the 4.45pm show which meant we'd be late home. So after dinner and walking around aimlessly, we ended up heading back to his place where he made me drink this herbal tea thing *blehhhhh* coz I was having a fever. Hmm... it was funny, I was tired but as usual I don't want to sleep so I just kept on kacauing him. He was tired too but he wanted me to sleep and he had to stay up so that we wouldn't oversleep and come home late. And once again... got him hard and he seems like he really is indecisive on what to do with it. Ended up having sex (I was having my period at that time too so it was really yucky and bloody lol) but it was a really short one with the timer going off (time to go home) in the middle and plus he climaxed quick enough too anyway.
Sent me home after that...
Things are seemingly fine since then. Settled moving all my stuff from Cyber, dad talks to me occasionally about his relationship with mum when they started. Mum occasionally talks to me warning me about my relationship with Jin (she loves emphasizing on our different lifestyles, as if I hadn't thought about it before... just that I don't think it's something I have to worry about since it's not like I'm marrying him or anything...)
Anyway, will be seeing Jin again on Monday...which is tomorrow ^_^ I wanna go watch Madagascar. A round of shopping with mum in MV on Tues... today's plans --> sleep, RO, go KL (reporting to grandad time) maybe read...
After the exam (which sucked btw), I had to pack and head home. I told mum that I'd be back after dinner and she said go for an early dinner so that I didn't have to drive home late at night. Erm, Jin was sleeping when I called him so I told him to go on sleeping... by the time he came over it was already about 5+pm and we only headed out for dinner at tabout 7.30pm.
I was pretty much screwed by then. Anyway, we had dinner at Telepon in Kelana Jaya, BBQ steamboat... dinner was fun. I got to see Jin stuffing all the way and then complaining about it all the way back. at about 10.30pm, mum called and asked why I wasn't back yet... we were caught in the Sunway toll traffic at that time and then she gave me a long lecture and scolding about not being back home early. *sigh* After absorbing everything in I just started crying in the car and Jin had to comfort me. Funny thing is, she told me, go back (Cyber) stay there, don't go anywhere else and go to sleep. We went back, lay around since I was pretty moody anyway, later went out for a walk and played on the swings, went to Puchong to get a drink from 7-11... and a few other things.
Oh yeah, mum told me to come home early morning so I wanted to stay up till morning and head back home (mainly coz I thought her holidays already started but it hadn't). But I just couldn't keep my eyes open. Jin was the one who stayed up to wake me up and then later sent his sis to work. He played Destruct-O-Match for a couple of hours straight lol... and he managed to improve on his score a lot too ^_^
When I got home, at lunch time, mum and I went out. In the car, although she didn't say anything about the late night drive, she started saying a lot of really terrible things about my relationship with Jin. I just couldn't help but cry... it really did seem rather mean and rude. She talked about how dad couldn't sleep and it was all my fault. That it was my choice if I wanted to stay with Jin but then I'd be breaking away from the family, and that it depends on how much I love my family, I have to choose between one or the other. I mean... seriously, it was like war between the 2 or something... why did she have to take it so seriously????
There really was a lot more that she said, but I think I've forgotten a lot of it by now, not that I plan to recall any of it. I counted the number of times I broke into tears after she talked to me, and reached a total of 9 times over 2 days.
That night, Dom brought back his girl again. Dad was happily chatting away with her and honestly, I felt miserable. I mean, why can't he just accept Jin as any other person instead of linking him up with his dad? Anyway, we had dinner together, Dom was supposed to leave for USA the next day (Thurs).
Next morning, dad called me on the phone and said he would talk to me that night. In the afternoon while on the phone with mum, he asked to speak to me and said the same thing >_< That evening, just before Dom left, he came into my room and passed on the very same message yet again /swt. But he also added that he'd be online to talk to me... all I said was I guess you wanna know how this drama goes.
Anyway, that night dad talked to me, said he really didn't want me to be sad. Plus he's not judging Jin based on his dad but he thinks it was insensitive of him to not bring me home early that night (was partly my fault though). Anyway, the point is we can still see each other but from what I gather over the recent days, just not as much. And plus we always have to come home early.... *poor Jin*
Hehehe... I went out with him the following day but dad called and asked me out for dinner, at first I thought it was come back home early and join them for dinner, and Jin thought it was some sort of test. But then the more I thought about it, it could have been a question if I wanted to come back and join them for dinner. But then again, I've never said no when my parents invited me out for dinner like that so it would always seem to me like a 'demand' even if it wasn't meant to be one. Home by 6pm >_<
Well, since we didn't have much time, Jin and I went to Pyramid and poor baby...he was tired coz he hadn't slept at all and I dragged him to Cyber to carry some of my load. Plus I was sick too so I didn't really have much energy to be lugging stuff around. Wanted to catch a movie (sort of...the idea was buy a movie ticket and head in there to sleep =P) but Madagascar was sold out exc for the 4.45pm show which meant we'd be late home. So after dinner and walking around aimlessly, we ended up heading back to his place where he made me drink this herbal tea thing *blehhhhh* coz I was having a fever. Hmm... it was funny, I was tired but as usual I don't want to sleep so I just kept on kacauing him. He was tired too but he wanted me to sleep and he had to stay up so that we wouldn't oversleep and come home late. And once again... got him hard and he seems like he really is indecisive on what to do with it. Ended up having sex (I was having my period at that time too so it was really yucky and bloody lol) but it was a really short one with the timer going off (time to go home) in the middle and plus he climaxed quick enough too anyway.
Sent me home after that...
Things are seemingly fine since then. Settled moving all my stuff from Cyber, dad talks to me occasionally about his relationship with mum when they started. Mum occasionally talks to me warning me about my relationship with Jin (she loves emphasizing on our different lifestyles, as if I hadn't thought about it before... just that I don't think it's something I have to worry about since it's not like I'm marrying him or anything...)
Anyway, will be seeing Jin again on Monday...which is tomorrow ^_^ I wanna go watch Madagascar. A round of shopping with mum in MV on Tues... today's plans --> sleep, RO, go KL (reporting to grandad time) maybe read...
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