Porn... to watch or not?
Hehe... I don't know why I'm asking that question, coz personally, I don't care much for it. Although hentai's better... hmm... could check that out.
Anyway, was out with Jin again yesterday ^_^ I warned him about not making it in time for dinner but looks like it happened again. He was in a bad mood again... due to lack of sleep or something. We were watching Fruits Basket... (just a little more and I'll finally complete the season!!!) and then we started makinh out but we kept getting interupted by laughter over stupid things and an sms from Montha. And then suddenly I decided to try licking his penis and he was like... "Darlinggg!!!!" Shocked... :S
Ish... after that I just stopped and couldn't do anything, and he tried to make me do it again but I refused, and he got frustrated I think, and he just walked off and smoked... his reaction made me think... laugh or cry? I just decided to cry and well... I don't know... I just lay there crying quietly for awhile then when he realised I was crying he had to comfort me.
Ah well... everything went back to normal after that. He tried asking me to try again later so I did... and what do u know? It isn't as bad as I thought it'd be... oral sex I mean. I always found it weird and gross but after trying it I was like, hey, I can do it... doesn't seem such a big deal. After that he asked me if I watched porn /swt... coz he asked if it was the first time I gave a blowjob and when I said yes he said it was good and thought I watched porn... eh? Porn's borrrriiiinnnnnggg.... hahaha... I remember laughing through it once with Jane when she and I got curious about what the deal with porn was.
Oh well... we were late again... was about 9.15 by the time we left the house, this time I called back to say I'd be going home at 10.30pm. So we went to A&W's but it was crowded and changed our plans and went to McDonald's in Mentari instead. Bungkus 2 meals and sat in the car just one road away from the house and ate. I liked those cute lil meals we have in the car... like the sushi one last time. It's just...cute ^_^ Came back after that... mum seems ok with my outing that night but papa didn't even say hi or anything, and when I called back he just said ok and hung up quite suddenly... dunno if he's upset about this thing again. Oh well... I'm stil gonna go on with it.
Anyway, was out with Jin again yesterday ^_^ I warned him about not making it in time for dinner but looks like it happened again. He was in a bad mood again... due to lack of sleep or something. We were watching Fruits Basket... (just a little more and I'll finally complete the season!!!) and then we started makinh out but we kept getting interupted by laughter over stupid things and an sms from Montha. And then suddenly I decided to try licking his penis and he was like... "Darlinggg!!!!" Shocked... :S
Ish... after that I just stopped and couldn't do anything, and he tried to make me do it again but I refused, and he got frustrated I think, and he just walked off and smoked... his reaction made me think... laugh or cry? I just decided to cry and well... I don't know... I just lay there crying quietly for awhile then when he realised I was crying he had to comfort me.
Ah well... everything went back to normal after that. He tried asking me to try again later so I did... and what do u know? It isn't as bad as I thought it'd be... oral sex I mean. I always found it weird and gross but after trying it I was like, hey, I can do it... doesn't seem such a big deal. After that he asked me if I watched porn /swt... coz he asked if it was the first time I gave a blowjob and when I said yes he said it was good and thought I watched porn... eh? Porn's borrrriiiinnnnnggg.... hahaha... I remember laughing through it once with Jane when she and I got curious about what the deal with porn was.
Oh well... we were late again... was about 9.15 by the time we left the house, this time I called back to say I'd be going home at 10.30pm. So we went to A&W's but it was crowded and changed our plans and went to McDonald's in Mentari instead. Bungkus 2 meals and sat in the car just one road away from the house and ate. I liked those cute lil meals we have in the car... like the sushi one last time. It's just...cute ^_^ Came back after that... mum seems ok with my outing that night but papa didn't even say hi or anything, and when I called back he just said ok and hung up quite suddenly... dunno if he's upset about this thing again. Oh well... I'm stil gonna go on with it.
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