Just happy thoughts...
I'm in a good mood today. Nah, he's not around so it's not really entirely about him, but thinking of him does make me happy so I guess it's partly coz of him too.
He's still in Bangkok...won't see him till Tuesday =( But I guess it's good in a sense that I finally can focus on my presentation on Tues. Spent my breaks just lying down thinking about small stuff, namely about Jin of course. Seems like as usual, my head is filled with crap, but I love my crappy thoughts so I crapping everything out now =P My god, this page is gonna be really weird once I reread everything one day.
Hmm... I was wondering, I'd love to ask him what truly makes him happy, if he had to leave out any relation of his answer to the people around him. When I thought about myself, and what makes me happy, apart from him =P I was thinking that just being able to have fun would be the answer. I mean, the way I live my life somehow or rather indicates it. Often, stuff like my grades or other things bring me down, but when i think about it, I don't really care about those things. Seems like it isn't really a good thing but it's true. Because at the end of the day I think, am I enjoying my life at the moment? The answer is usually yes. I'd probably have regrets here and there but not really regretting anything at the same time. I like the way I live my life even if I tend to complain about being bored most of the time...
Then, I was also thinking about how I think about Jin everytime I hear the song 'I hope you dance' by Ronan Keating. It always reminds me of him ever since the time he told me about how he never really held much hope in life. It's like the one song I'd love to dedicate to him to remind him that well, basically life's great, you just have to hold out for awhile and wait for the great things to happen ^_^ Or something like that =P I never really told him, don't really plan to either...
I wonder if everyone or basically friends usually only call him Jin. Does anyone call him Eu Jin? Or was it Eu Jinn? OMG how sad!!! I don't even know the proper spelling of my boyfriend's name!!! T_T This is stupid... guess I gotta steal a glance at his IC again >_< Oh anyway, I was just thinking about it because I kinda recalled how sometimes I didn't like the way Ozee called me Mel. And when I think about how Jin usually calls me Mel... although it's not often, coz he usually just goes darling... I tend to wonder about if it has the same effect on me yet. So far the answer is no... but maybe later. I used to find the way Ozee called me Mel a bit too buddy-ish. Sure, my boyfriend has to be a buddy, no doubt about that but, it's just too buddy-ish. I think if Jin called me Mel too often I'd probably feel the same way too... or maybe it's just the tone Ozee uses? Hmm... oh well, I just thought perhaps I should stop calling Jin 'Jin' and used something else... full name (better if he doesn't particularly liked being called that LOL) or Jin Jin which I know for sure he'd cringe if he heard XD He'd probably say following Lidia??? Hehehe... I can't help it though, I do think Jin Jin sounds so adorable ^_^
Lots of other small little things are flowing through my head but I'll just leave them alone. Time for work!
He's still in Bangkok...won't see him till Tuesday =( But I guess it's good in a sense that I finally can focus on my presentation on Tues. Spent my breaks just lying down thinking about small stuff, namely about Jin of course. Seems like as usual, my head is filled with crap, but I love my crappy thoughts so I crapping everything out now =P My god, this page is gonna be really weird once I reread everything one day.
Hmm... I was wondering, I'd love to ask him what truly makes him happy, if he had to leave out any relation of his answer to the people around him. When I thought about myself, and what makes me happy, apart from him =P I was thinking that just being able to have fun would be the answer. I mean, the way I live my life somehow or rather indicates it. Often, stuff like my grades or other things bring me down, but when i think about it, I don't really care about those things. Seems like it isn't really a good thing but it's true. Because at the end of the day I think, am I enjoying my life at the moment? The answer is usually yes. I'd probably have regrets here and there but not really regretting anything at the same time. I like the way I live my life even if I tend to complain about being bored most of the time...
Then, I was also thinking about how I think about Jin everytime I hear the song 'I hope you dance' by Ronan Keating. It always reminds me of him ever since the time he told me about how he never really held much hope in life. It's like the one song I'd love to dedicate to him to remind him that well, basically life's great, you just have to hold out for awhile and wait for the great things to happen ^_^ Or something like that =P I never really told him, don't really plan to either...
I wonder if everyone or basically friends usually only call him Jin. Does anyone call him Eu Jin? Or was it Eu Jinn? OMG how sad!!! I don't even know the proper spelling of my boyfriend's name!!! T_T This is stupid... guess I gotta steal a glance at his IC again >_< Oh anyway, I was just thinking about it because I kinda recalled how sometimes I didn't like the way Ozee called me Mel. And when I think about how Jin usually calls me Mel... although it's not often, coz he usually just goes darling... I tend to wonder about if it has the same effect on me yet. So far the answer is no... but maybe later. I used to find the way Ozee called me Mel a bit too buddy-ish. Sure, my boyfriend has to be a buddy, no doubt about that but, it's just too buddy-ish. I think if Jin called me Mel too often I'd probably feel the same way too... or maybe it's just the tone Ozee uses? Hmm... oh well, I just thought perhaps I should stop calling Jin 'Jin' and used something else... full name (better if he doesn't particularly liked being called that LOL) or Jin Jin which I know for sure he'd cringe if he heard XD He'd probably say following Lidia??? Hehehe... I can't help it though, I do think Jin Jin sounds so adorable ^_^
Lots of other small little things are flowing through my head but I'll just leave them alone. Time for work!
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