Cloud 9
I have to admit, the more and more time I spend with him, the more I fall for him.
Yesterday, I spent almost the entire day waiting for him. Woke up in the morning thinking he'd be back from Ipoh around lunch time. I expected it to be between 12pm to the latest 3pm. 12pm came... and went, 1pm, 2pm, 3pm... 4 and 5...
At about 4, I was already trying to blow my head off walking around figuring what I could do to keep myself occupied. I defrosted the fridge, braided my hair twice over, finished the Gossip Girl book I was reading and 1 volume of Ragnarok manga, hmm...what esle?? I also packed up some stuff to take home so I wouldn't have as many things to bring home when I leave Cyber after these exams. I called Ramon to check if my camera was at his place, called Omar after that... omg... I did so many things that I usually couldn't be bothered to. Oh and of course I did my presentation work.... well, some of it. Can't help it if I have a low attention span.
By 5.30pm after deciding that I've had enough of my work (I had just finished going through the past 30 days archives of The Star and was getting extremely restless) I decided to call him up to tell him I was going back home to Subang (In other words it means I most likely won't be seeing him till next week). I had smsed him more than an hour back an he had yet to reply. Anyway, he said he just got back from Ipoh, couldn't sms coz he was driving on the highway and he would pick me up soon.
Ahhh... so I guess I had to wait a little longer for him. So I ended up playing Neopets (been ages since) and doing a little bit more editing on my playlist (that was another one of the many things I did early).
Finally he came ^_^ We got caught in a stupid jam pretty much all the way from Sunway till Bandar Utama... we were heading towards the Curve but once we got there, we decided it wasn't much. Lots of food but no shopping and Jin decided he missed one of his Japanese mee (Can't remember the name) over in 1 Utama so we drove over there instead. Unfortunately, that shop closed down (he was quite upset about it) and we ate in another Jap restaurant instead. It was already almost 10 by the time we were done with dinner and there wasn't much to do left so all we did was walked around Jusco supermarket for a bit while he picked out a snack and a drink.
After that we just drove around Damansara, TTDI and Bangsar a little.... till he got tired of driving and we went back to his place, where he was staying with his granny. His room's comfy... with a big double bed and air-cond. We were gonna watch anime a little but after 1 ep he just said to me that it doesn't seem to him that I was paying attention to the show anyway so we ended up making out again. I think the cool air made a lot of difference. He said I was a lot more aggressive this time... lol. I don't know... was different. But at some point I freaked out and just went quiet and he was like.... WTH??? He kept saying it was weird coz it happened so suddenly. And he even pointed out that I curled up like a ball... haha...hadn't even realised it till he mentioned it. I think it's only because I'm willing to go as far with him as I'm familiar with Ozee but when he goes further than that I get tensed up. =( I don't really want to but I am extremely scared of doing things like that. Even if we've already agreed there's not gonna be any sex involved. I think he's partly aware of the whole issue although he won't really admit to it.
I have to admit, he does seem to be really considerate, as in he'll worry if I hurt in anyway or feel uncomfortable with the issue. And I'm stuck in a position where my head tell me to just go ahead and try out new things, just relax and have fun but my body just refuses to cooperate /swt. Haha.... he asked me again if I really never masturbated coz he says everyone he knows even the girls do... well exc for 1 guy. Sometimes I think well...maybe I am weird. But I seriously think that it's probably just due to the fact that we come from different backgrounds and mix with different people. I dread the thought of any possibility of him discussing any of these things about me with Zher or something >_<
Oh well, I spent the night at his place. Saw his granny once just before we left (all I said was Hi and then I ran out) and now I'm back here in Cyber hoping to do some work before I go home. He'll be in Bangkok till Tuesday, and I've got my workload to keep me busy till then. So I guess that's about it ^_^
Yesterday, I spent almost the entire day waiting for him. Woke up in the morning thinking he'd be back from Ipoh around lunch time. I expected it to be between 12pm to the latest 3pm. 12pm came... and went, 1pm, 2pm, 3pm... 4 and 5...
At about 4, I was already trying to blow my head off walking around figuring what I could do to keep myself occupied. I defrosted the fridge, braided my hair twice over, finished the Gossip Girl book I was reading and 1 volume of Ragnarok manga, hmm...what esle?? I also packed up some stuff to take home so I wouldn't have as many things to bring home when I leave Cyber after these exams. I called Ramon to check if my camera was at his place, called Omar after that... omg... I did so many things that I usually couldn't be bothered to. Oh and of course I did my presentation work.... well, some of it. Can't help it if I have a low attention span.
By 5.30pm after deciding that I've had enough of my work (I had just finished going through the past 30 days archives of The Star and was getting extremely restless) I decided to call him up to tell him I was going back home to Subang (In other words it means I most likely won't be seeing him till next week). I had smsed him more than an hour back an he had yet to reply. Anyway, he said he just got back from Ipoh, couldn't sms coz he was driving on the highway and he would pick me up soon.
Ahhh... so I guess I had to wait a little longer for him. So I ended up playing Neopets (been ages since) and doing a little bit more editing on my playlist (that was another one of the many things I did early).
Finally he came ^_^ We got caught in a stupid jam pretty much all the way from Sunway till Bandar Utama... we were heading towards the Curve but once we got there, we decided it wasn't much. Lots of food but no shopping and Jin decided he missed one of his Japanese mee (Can't remember the name) over in 1 Utama so we drove over there instead. Unfortunately, that shop closed down (he was quite upset about it) and we ate in another Jap restaurant instead. It was already almost 10 by the time we were done with dinner and there wasn't much to do left so all we did was walked around Jusco supermarket for a bit while he picked out a snack and a drink.
After that we just drove around Damansara, TTDI and Bangsar a little.... till he got tired of driving and we went back to his place, where he was staying with his granny. His room's comfy... with a big double bed and air-cond. We were gonna watch anime a little but after 1 ep he just said to me that it doesn't seem to him that I was paying attention to the show anyway so we ended up making out again. I think the cool air made a lot of difference. He said I was a lot more aggressive this time... lol. I don't know... was different. But at some point I freaked out and just went quiet and he was like.... WTH??? He kept saying it was weird coz it happened so suddenly. And he even pointed out that I curled up like a ball... haha...hadn't even realised it till he mentioned it. I think it's only because I'm willing to go as far with him as I'm familiar with Ozee but when he goes further than that I get tensed up. =( I don't really want to but I am extremely scared of doing things like that. Even if we've already agreed there's not gonna be any sex involved. I think he's partly aware of the whole issue although he won't really admit to it.
I have to admit, he does seem to be really considerate, as in he'll worry if I hurt in anyway or feel uncomfortable with the issue. And I'm stuck in a position where my head tell me to just go ahead and try out new things, just relax and have fun but my body just refuses to cooperate /swt. Haha.... he asked me again if I really never masturbated coz he says everyone he knows even the girls do... well exc for 1 guy. Sometimes I think well...maybe I am weird. But I seriously think that it's probably just due to the fact that we come from different backgrounds and mix with different people. I dread the thought of any possibility of him discussing any of these things about me with Zher or something >_<
Oh well, I spent the night at his place. Saw his granny once just before we left (all I said was Hi and then I ran out) and now I'm back here in Cyber hoping to do some work before I go home. He'll be in Bangkok till Tuesday, and I've got my workload to keep me busy till then. So I guess that's about it ^_^
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