Of things to worry about...

Bah... I have to edit this entry because after an hour of slaving away putting down my thoughts and all, the page didn't get sent and I lost everything. I hate it when that happens. I usually get too lazy to reenter everything all over again. But it seems to be totally blank apart from the title so now, 2 days after the original missing entry, I guess I'll just say a word or 2 about what I remember from the missing entry.

Firstly, I was worrying about whether I am or seem to be 'cheap'. After all... oral sex after 2 meetings? /swt I dunno what to feel about it. On one hand, it doesn't really seem to matter to me, on the other hand I question myself and his feelings for me... is he just playing with me?

Sometimes I wonder about how serious he is about me because like for instance, he never really calls me these days except when we're supposed to meet up. :-S Does that mean anything at all? I was thinking about him during that time this missing entry was made... he was in Ipoh for the night and apparently it was really boring... couldn't he call up at least to say a word or 2? Well, it's not like I call him either so... I dunno, fair I guess. I wanted to call him up that night but I pretty much decided not to. If at any point he finally does call me, just to talk one of these days, maybe I'll finally give in and make the initiative to call.

Erm, I can't remember much... damn. 1 hour of typing and I can't remember anything I wrote about. Oh well... leave it for other entries. XD